Post by Slyfoot M'Zors on Sept 5, 2004 20:50:46 GMT -5
(This was an IM conversation between me and Jwiz. Picking up from “The strength of friendship.” Just to catch you up if you have just joined and have not read all the posts, Slyfoot has the ability of telepathy, signified by the ::::’s. Hope you enjoy.)
Slyfoot stared into the wild, as her letter drifted on the chilling breeze. It was so quite, and calm.
Suddenly she heard a voice from out of nowhere, “Sly?”<br>She connected her mind to that of whom had summoned her. ::: I can hear you :::
“Ah, so it was you.”<br>::: What was me? :::
“The voice that told me Jalc was alive and that he was in Hazinak.”<br>::: Ah, yes ::: It was Jwiz to whom Slyfoot was communicating.
“Um, I was wondering….how do I get these red eyes to go away?”<br>::: I do not know of how to remove them :::
“Oh, well, then how to hide them?”<br>:::: no, I only know of my powers of transformation, which allow me to disguise them when I change to a different form ::::
“I see. I can't get into Fayspires with them... they think of me as a murderer.”<br>::: few truly know of the red eyes, Jwiz :::
“Few? i believe that’s you and the knights of Marr maybe.”<br>::: Perhaps….your inner thoughts, Jwiz, beware of them:::
“What do you mean? do you mean my hatred for my brother or something else in my head?”<br>:::: that is what I feared...... ::::
“ My brother deserves to die... he killed our cousin and many elves. He was also responsible for the deaths of many others for a small gem that is quite useless.”<br>:::: it is not useless, Jwiz, this is what I speak of, your inner thoughts, beware of them for they are dangerous;::
“Then what does it do? When it was cut from my body I lost no power except maybe the blood loss”<br>::: It is still apart of you, and it protects your brother from you power. That is why he was not killed in your last encounter. Jwiz, Stay away from all others for a while, less you wish them harm :::
“ I will, but I cannot harm him, this could be a problem. Well then, I guess the others will have to get it back.”<br>::: Perhaps, but it is not your brother I am concerned about, Jwiz, he is to wrapped up in his own lust for power to be a true threat :::
“Then who? all my other enemies that I know of, are dead.”<br>:::: you ::::
“What? My only enemy inside myself is that were-gator, or at least I think, or was the gem suppressing something in me or keeping me from doing something?
::: the gem has nothing to do with it, it is your eyes, your inner feelings, what you are now ::::
You mean a Kinslayer ..or an attempted Kinslayer?
: :::: well, Kinslayer is what they called me once I had murdered my father....a nick name of sorts. No, what I refer to is you, Jwiz, Wizard of the red eyes :::
“Ahhh My head” Jwiz screams as his eyes begin to glow. “What’s happening?“ Jwiz loses control and fires a spell, destroying a nearby tree. Breathing deeply he asks, “What just happened. Is this what you speak of?”<br>::: ......stay away from everyone….Jwiz, do you know what red eyes symbolize? :::
“Hatred, Blood Lust and Self sacrifice I believe.”<br>:::: Yes, for me it is self sacrifice. For you....I fear it is the one of the other two::::
“I fear your right. I mean if yours is self sacrifice and you have began helping people that would mean if mine was Blood Lust or Hatred....
:::: yes…To know which it is, you must be completely honest with yourself. What was the emotion you felt right after your eyes turned ::::
“I wanted to kill. i wanted to kill him and all that were with him, No….no tunare help me…”
:::: No, you must be honest Jwiz, you cannot deny your feelings :::
Jwiz’s eyes widen. “I…I wanted to kill.. all of them ,everyone anything that moved . I wanted to kill them all!”<br>:::: Now, which was stronger of these two feelings. Did you taste blood in your mouth and feel like it was all over your skin, or did you feel your eyes burn, and your heart roar ? :::
Jwiz gulped, “......The Blood ...…”
::: Then you are now of the Bloodlust.... I am sorry Jwiz ::::
“Then I must stay away I ..I cannot let myself hurt anyone ..”<br>::: yes, you must say away ...but here is hope. Do you wish this blood lust gone... I mean truly? :::
therealJWIZ: Yes ..or no ... I just don't know
:::: concentrate now.....this is where your inner feelings are important. Tell me when you are ready ::::
“Alright I wi…” suddenly, someone hits Jwiz in the back of the head . Jwiz falls unconscious and wakes up in the freeport inn.
“Where am I? Wait….No….get me away get me away from everyone… I cannot be here!!” Jwiz's eyes glow and he again loses control. “I'm sorry…” Jwiz says weakly as he begins casting spells left and right killing three innocent people before he regains control. Jwiz sees the horror around him and runs out off Freeport, breathing deeply.
(This is continued in "Life after suicide.")
Slyfoot stared into the wild, as her letter drifted on the chilling breeze. It was so quite, and calm.
Suddenly she heard a voice from out of nowhere, “Sly?”<br>She connected her mind to that of whom had summoned her. ::: I can hear you :::
“Ah, so it was you.”<br>::: What was me? :::
“The voice that told me Jalc was alive and that he was in Hazinak.”<br>::: Ah, yes ::: It was Jwiz to whom Slyfoot was communicating.
“Um, I was wondering….how do I get these red eyes to go away?”<br>::: I do not know of how to remove them :::
“Oh, well, then how to hide them?”<br>:::: no, I only know of my powers of transformation, which allow me to disguise them when I change to a different form ::::
“I see. I can't get into Fayspires with them... they think of me as a murderer.”<br>::: few truly know of the red eyes, Jwiz :::
“Few? i believe that’s you and the knights of Marr maybe.”<br>::: Perhaps….your inner thoughts, Jwiz, beware of them:::
“What do you mean? do you mean my hatred for my brother or something else in my head?”<br>:::: that is what I feared...... ::::
“ My brother deserves to die... he killed our cousin and many elves. He was also responsible for the deaths of many others for a small gem that is quite useless.”<br>:::: it is not useless, Jwiz, this is what I speak of, your inner thoughts, beware of them for they are dangerous;::
“Then what does it do? When it was cut from my body I lost no power except maybe the blood loss”<br>::: It is still apart of you, and it protects your brother from you power. That is why he was not killed in your last encounter. Jwiz, Stay away from all others for a while, less you wish them harm :::
“ I will, but I cannot harm him, this could be a problem. Well then, I guess the others will have to get it back.”<br>::: Perhaps, but it is not your brother I am concerned about, Jwiz, he is to wrapped up in his own lust for power to be a true threat :::
“Then who? all my other enemies that I know of, are dead.”<br>:::: you ::::
“What? My only enemy inside myself is that were-gator, or at least I think, or was the gem suppressing something in me or keeping me from doing something?
::: the gem has nothing to do with it, it is your eyes, your inner feelings, what you are now ::::
You mean a Kinslayer ..or an attempted Kinslayer?
: :::: well, Kinslayer is what they called me once I had murdered my father....a nick name of sorts. No, what I refer to is you, Jwiz, Wizard of the red eyes :::
“Ahhh My head” Jwiz screams as his eyes begin to glow. “What’s happening?“ Jwiz loses control and fires a spell, destroying a nearby tree. Breathing deeply he asks, “What just happened. Is this what you speak of?”<br>::: ......stay away from everyone….Jwiz, do you know what red eyes symbolize? :::
“Hatred, Blood Lust and Self sacrifice I believe.”<br>:::: Yes, for me it is self sacrifice. For you....I fear it is the one of the other two::::
“I fear your right. I mean if yours is self sacrifice and you have began helping people that would mean if mine was Blood Lust or Hatred....
:::: yes…To know which it is, you must be completely honest with yourself. What was the emotion you felt right after your eyes turned ::::
“I wanted to kill. i wanted to kill him and all that were with him, No….no tunare help me…”
:::: No, you must be honest Jwiz, you cannot deny your feelings :::
Jwiz’s eyes widen. “I…I wanted to kill.. all of them ,everyone anything that moved . I wanted to kill them all!”<br>:::: Now, which was stronger of these two feelings. Did you taste blood in your mouth and feel like it was all over your skin, or did you feel your eyes burn, and your heart roar ? :::
Jwiz gulped, “......The Blood ...…”
::: Then you are now of the Bloodlust.... I am sorry Jwiz ::::
“Then I must stay away I ..I cannot let myself hurt anyone ..”<br>::: yes, you must say away ...but here is hope. Do you wish this blood lust gone... I mean truly? :::
therealJWIZ: Yes ..or no ... I just don't know
:::: concentrate now.....this is where your inner feelings are important. Tell me when you are ready ::::
“Alright I wi…” suddenly, someone hits Jwiz in the back of the head . Jwiz falls unconscious and wakes up in the freeport inn.
“Where am I? Wait….No….get me away get me away from everyone… I cannot be here!!” Jwiz's eyes glow and he again loses control. “I'm sorry…” Jwiz says weakly as he begins casting spells left and right killing three innocent people before he regains control. Jwiz sees the horror around him and runs out off Freeport, breathing deeply.
(This is continued in "Life after suicide.")
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